Tuesday, April 26, 2011

IT'S BEEN ALMOST FIVE MONTHS

4-25-11

It’s been almost five months since I was DX with breast cancer and am feeling awesome. I have kept busy and staying on my home plan. I feel so blessed that I have been given this quality of time and every day thank god and my doctors for a wonderful healing process. I have not experienced pain nor surgery. The program of functional medicine does work.

I celebrated my first major holiday with organic food last Sunday. Easter dinner consisted of artichokes and lasagna with a salad you could die for. I was able to get glutine free sauce and rice noddles with almond cheese. I had lamb burger and eggplant as my filler along with organic mushrooms, peppers and onions. The salad was amazing with all kinds of organic vegetables. I had 7 grain bread and goats butter, and dan even got organic wine. My desert was cooked apples with rice cream and rice whip cream topped with strawberry’s and blueberry’s. the best part

WAS BEING ABLE TO CELEBRATE WITH SOME OF MY FAMILY.

AFTER DINNER, WE SKYPTED MY DAUGHTER DANIELLE IN NEW YORK. MY AUNT KAY WAS SURPRISED TO SEE HER ON THE COMPUTER SCREEN.




TODAY I GOT OUT OF BED LIKE ANY OTHER DAY, HOWEVER IT IS ONE OF THE BIGGEST DAY’S FOR ME. ITS MY DAY FOR THE MRI TO SHOW MY HEALING PROCESS. IT BEGINS AT 3:20 AND SEEMS LIKE A WHOLE LIFE TIME. DAN AND I PREPARE OURSELVES THAT DAY FOR A HEALTHY BREAKFAST AND LUNCH BEFORE LEAVING AND I HAD TAKEN ALL MY VITAMINS. I GOT TO THE LAB AND LIKE BEFORE WAITED IN LINE. ONCE I GOT UP TO THE FRONT, I HAD TO SHOW MY INSURANCE CARD AND SIGN A COUPLE OF FORMS ON THIS ELECTRONIC PAD. I WAS HANDED THIS FORM TO FILL OUT AND GIVE TO THE TECH. IT WAS THE SAME FORM THAT I FILLED OUT WHEN I HAD THE LAST MRI, I GUESS THOSE ARE PROCEDURES. WHILE WAITING, I BROUGHT A BOOK THAT I BOUGHT ABOUT A WEEK AGO ON PRAYER BY ERNEST HOLMES , I MUST SAY IT’S A GREAT BOOK AND NOT TOO LONG. THERE IS THIS CHAPTER FOR MEDITATIONS FOR SELF-HELP AND HEALING AND I HAVE PICKED ONE FOR YOU, THE HEALING OF THE FLESH.

MY FLESH IS THE MANIFESTATION OF THE SPIRIT IN MY BODY.

IT IS KEPT PERFECT THROUGH THE LAW OF GOD.

IN MY FLESH SHALL I SEE GOD.

THE MANTLE OF FLESH IS PERFECT AND COMPLETE HERE AND NOW.

IT IS ONE WITH THE BODY OF GOD, AND CANNOT BE SICK, NOR SUFFER.

MY FLESH IS PERFECT.


WITH THIS MEDITATION, I KEPT SAYING IN THE LOBBY WHILE WAITING IT CARRIED OVER DURING THE MRI. I KEPT SAYING THIS VERSE AS I WAS SAYING NO MORE CANCER.

I WAS TAKEN BACK AND BROUGHT TO THE DRESSING AREA, WHICH I WAS GIVEN A GOWN AND A PAIR OF SCRUBS TO WEAR. THE TECH TOLD ME TO PUT MY BELONGINGS IN A LOCKER OUTSIDE THE DRESSING ROOM. EACH LOCKER HAD A KEY TO LOCK UP YOUR CLOTHS. I CHOSE LOCKER SEVEN, THE REASON WAS THIS IS MY HUSBANDS LUCKY NUMBER AND HE PLAYS THIS NUMBER IN THE LOTTERY EVERY WEEK.

WHILE I WAS WAITING IN THE WAITING ROOM, THERE WERE SIGNS UP ON THE WALL TO DESCRIBE WHAT A CT SCAN WAS AND ALSO WHAT AN MRI WAS. I WAS READING IT WHEN THE TECH CAME AND GOT ME. ITS TIME, MY HEART BEATING FASTER AND FASTER. THIS IS THE MOMENT THAT I HAVE BEEN WAITNG FOR. PLEASE BE NO MORE CANCER! I NOW HAVE TO WAIT ABOUT 48HRS TO HEAR THE RESULTS.

AFTER ABOUT 60 MINUTES, I WAS DONE AND GOT DRESSED AND WENT OUT TO THE FRONT LOBBY AND DAN WAS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND. DECIDED TO GO OUT IN THE HALL WHERE THE BATHROOMS WERE. SURE ENOUGH HE WAS COMING OUT OF THE MENS BATHROOM. YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN HIS FACE, SURPRISED TO SEE ME. WE LEFT AND DID SOME SHOPPING AND CAME HOME FOR DINNER. IT SEEMED LIKE JUST ANOTHER DAY AFTER THAT, WATCHED DANCING WITH THE STARS AND WENT TO BED. SLEEP TIGHT AND UNTIL TOMORROW KEEP YOUR HEAD UP HIGH.

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